The reality is really starting to settle in with the services beginning. It's still so weird that he is gone. I keep finding myself looking around for him, then I realize he is the reason we are all gathered. We are there to say good-bye. This is the last time we get to see him. Of course now, it's not him anymore. It is just his body that is left behind. His soul has left. It's still hard to deal with. I know he is free from pain now. He was such a selfless person. He was always worried about others more than himself. He was never mean to anyone. He was goofy and always made people laugh, even if it was at his craziness. There will never be anyone quite like my Tio Philip. He was too young, but I guess God had his own plan for him. Now he will be watching down on us. Please pray for him. He was only 46 when he passed away a week and a half ago. I think I was still in shock and disbelief until I saw him in that coffin today. I know he is gone now. Please pray for my family, this is a hard one. It was so unexpected...We have the funeral services this week, so that makes it really hard to focus on studying for my midterm. My mind keeps wandering. Pray that I am able to focus and do well on this test. Pray that we are strong enough to get through yet another death. Thank you and God Bless.
Comments (3)